Many years of loneliness
Seems a century of pain
People knew you better
They presume and assume....
It's always been a journey
To a destination no one would ever know
But there's a hope within me
To reach even if it's centuries away
Sometimes you are worried
Sometimes you are scared
Of the hopes being feigned
The levity within me,
Vehemently wings innocence
Shall it be ignorance?
But the journey of knows no whereabouts
Fadingly carries a hope
In the qualm of waiting for that companion
I'm sitting here, beside the window of this jitney overlooking a grey lake
Only within me carrying the hope for a day of no darkness
-Param
Monday, 15 September 2014
Tuesday, 19 August 2014
Book of the day- The White Tiger by Aravind Adiga
Hello
People,
I have been
so buzy lately with my class assignments and activities. Barely get some
personal time for myself. Damn I miss those days when I get to spend time more leisurely.
Well today I’m
just going to write my review on one of my favorite book in collection, which
is The White Tiger by the prominent writer Arvind Adiga. Here is the secret I wanna
share with you all. I downloaded this book online(e-book) and started to read
it during my internship period. What’s so secret about it? Well I literally
read it during my working hours,hahah yeah, seriously. My boss would leave me
with some homework to do, which I have had done already, so I will be left with
some free time. So what I always do is that, I will download some e-books and start
to read it.
p/s: That’s
a tip on how to survive internship , hehehe
So I happen
to find this book online, and as I scroll down the search result page, I saw
multiple good reviews about this book. So I tell myself, why not give it a
read. So I started to read and you know what, once you started to read this
book you would be completely submerged into the nuances and the scrutinized details
of such epic story line, where the author incorporated self-reflection, the
problems his society is facing currently and also on how he ended up doing
something he initially have no idea at all.
This book
also discusses on betrayal of a worker toward his boss. This pretty much
reflect on the society. The writer innocently chose a valid character and made
this character to symbolize the slum and the dirt of a society and how hard these
people are trying to change their fate. Having a primary ideology that this
rich people who are the landlords, businessmen and the leaders of the social
hierarchy have slowly taken away the opportunity, money and all the prosperity the
poor once had by playing tricks and gimmicks leaving the younger generation to
strive for their living ended up being in the slum, life gave them a colossal failure.
The rich get richer while the poor get children and these children get more
poor children and so the cycle continues, and so the society is classified.
But this
one whole major cycle of poor plague have had reformed nothing but ample of
white tigers.
So Aravind,
had written this story with a scope that covering mostly all the white tigers
of the society by manifesting all the criteria into one sole protagonist of
this story who is also the antagonist. White Tiger, which seems to be pure,
calm, blissful and harmless indeed yet all ultimately opposite of all the
mirage traits. Tiger by its name, it hunts for flesh and blood to get satiated.
This society, which wildly consists of numerous white tigers, does hunts for
the same thing but in a different way. They hunt for money, splendorous
lifestyle, pride and fame. How do they get all this? By hunting humans, hunting
for their prey and by killing one in above the social hierarchy automatically
will be replaced by the killer. Because, when you kill you get a survival pass.
Cavemen theory works the same way I presume.
(slum in one of the leading country)
Anyhow this
is just a lil' glimpse on one portion of this book from such an A-class writer’ who is simply amazing. Perhaps would you
guys want to give it a good read, by all means please do so.
Thanks for
the read fellas, have a great week ahead!
p/s: You can search for the book online. Here is the link: Click Here for the PDF
Tuesday, 29 July 2014
Hmmm 21st Birthday?
Hello Readers,
How are you all today? Feeling somehow good? Get your energy on, challenges are ahead of you, waiting to be resolved...
21st birthday? What's ur opinion? Well for me, it's just another birthday...nothing more....
but i do see many take this for serious, like celebrating it like a festival...I must confess that especially in Indian community which i basically en-rooted from, when a person finally reach 21 years old, it's the time for the family to have a second diwali in the form of birthday celebration...they would be calling and booking their relatives and some even go to an extra height by organizing it in a very colossal manner like reserving music bands and caterers and so much so on...well in a simpler word it would like a charade of festival!
But I never get the essence of such riot? I mean like seriously, why such extravagance? Well u just turn 21, not that promoted to be the president of USA, even the president himself wouldn't be celebrating as such this after his promotion though....
It's quite a whimsical scene looking at how these families shows up, like everyone in costumes and buying luxurious gifts... well i should limit this only not to indian families, but it's becoming a trend in Malaysia... p/s : every middle to high class family.....
Do you even have to announce to the entire world, well at least not to the entire district that you are living in, that u r 21 now? have you ever asked urself that, u r now 21 and what have u done so far- productively? What have u done that u can be proud of for next 10 years the most? Who is ur financial investors, is it u or ur parents? If later part is true then do u really think of the necessity for such celebration?
Well i'm not writing this post to demotivate u guys from celebrating or truncate the entire mood of celebration or so similar...but just like a mirror resemblance...sometimes we do have to think about the importance of having something or celebrating something... well i do know if we are about to look reasons for everything, enjoyment in not the term for it...nevertheless moderation is always the key....i'm not asking u to stop enjoying the ever waited time of ur life, but do think about modesty in ur action... Why not do something good for others? when i mean others, i do really mean the one who needs ur care and compassion...money itself is not the answer but there are people who need something more than money, not gold, not diamonds, but LOVE....try to spread some love on ur 21st birthday and why not make this day of ur life as to embark such a noble cause of spreading LOVE...
okay people, when i mean LOVE, it's purely compassion and do not get naughty by flirting around just because i say, spread some LOVE, seriously! haha
Well i'm not in the mood of elucidating more on this, as i reckon u people are grown ups and should know on what should and shouldn't be done, and the wise theory behind ur actions, so period.
have a great week ahead and chaaaaaa
Much love,
param
How are you all today? Feeling somehow good? Get your energy on, challenges are ahead of you, waiting to be resolved...
21st birthday? What's ur opinion? Well for me, it's just another birthday...nothing more....
but i do see many take this for serious, like celebrating it like a festival...I must confess that especially in Indian community which i basically en-rooted from, when a person finally reach 21 years old, it's the time for the family to have a second diwali in the form of birthday celebration...they would be calling and booking their relatives and some even go to an extra height by organizing it in a very colossal manner like reserving music bands and caterers and so much so on...well in a simpler word it would like a charade of festival!
But I never get the essence of such riot? I mean like seriously, why such extravagance? Well u just turn 21, not that promoted to be the president of USA, even the president himself wouldn't be celebrating as such this after his promotion though....
It's quite a whimsical scene looking at how these families shows up, like everyone in costumes and buying luxurious gifts... well i should limit this only not to indian families, but it's becoming a trend in Malaysia... p/s : every middle to high class family.....
Do you even have to announce to the entire world, well at least not to the entire district that you are living in, that u r 21 now? have you ever asked urself that, u r now 21 and what have u done so far- productively? What have u done that u can be proud of for next 10 years the most? Who is ur financial investors, is it u or ur parents? If later part is true then do u really think of the necessity for such celebration?
Well i'm not writing this post to demotivate u guys from celebrating or truncate the entire mood of celebration or so similar...but just like a mirror resemblance...sometimes we do have to think about the importance of having something or celebrating something... well i do know if we are about to look reasons for everything, enjoyment in not the term for it...nevertheless moderation is always the key....i'm not asking u to stop enjoying the ever waited time of ur life, but do think about modesty in ur action... Why not do something good for others? when i mean others, i do really mean the one who needs ur care and compassion...money itself is not the answer but there are people who need something more than money, not gold, not diamonds, but LOVE....try to spread some love on ur 21st birthday and why not make this day of ur life as to embark such a noble cause of spreading LOVE...
okay people, when i mean LOVE, it's purely compassion and do not get naughty by flirting around just because i say, spread some LOVE, seriously! haha
Well i'm not in the mood of elucidating more on this, as i reckon u people are grown ups and should know on what should and shouldn't be done, and the wise theory behind ur actions, so period.
have a great week ahead and chaaaaaa
Much love,
param
Friday, 18 July 2014
Do you have what it takes?
Holla people,
It's one fine Friday today, well freakishly fine enough! Yeah, i had my OOP midterm and I have no idea or single clue on whether I nailed it or screwed it. Whatever it is, let's not fret on bygones.
Hey I need to ask you people, do you guys have this strong, peculiar, unexpected and uncontrollable urge on doing something that you shouldn't do during midterm period?
Well I should say, I do have this weird thing going on. I can't resist myself from watching my fav shows like project runway, ANTM and movies and reading novels during this kind of time. I hate myself doing all this unimportant stuff during this crucial period, owh but i just can't stop or refrain myself from doing it. Why can't I just do it some other time?
So i had this one casual conversation with my besties right after the test, and know what, they do have the same freakishly peculiar behavior or habit as mine. Owh thank god, i'm not alone!!
So here what I gotta say to those juniors of UNITEN....
Lil' something for those who are still figuring out the ways and measures ! How we actually survived? It's a miracle! I can't believe I'm actually writing this up :P
(If you have what it takes to succeed , and you know how to work it out, definitely you will be able to face all the prospective turbulence.)
Anyhow, we do study like till 6 and 7am without sleeping whole day, (uh, uh keep your judge in your pocket boy), it's not last minute, but it's the work of maestro! hahaha yeah....we are actually a bunch of smarty pants who love to sit in the front and listening to the lectures meanwhile it's passing from an ear to the other, but we do have this weird magic in us, that we put it all together and make things happen.
How we do that? Confidence! yes it's important if you are a student and crucially mega important if you are an undergraduate. That is how you survive, well not mostly, but somehow it's a method in one way or another which actually works,at least for me.
Prove? Yeah I have this one bestie, who love to watch movies especially during exam time but she always score her exam. It does't mean she didn't put her hardwork but simply because she trust herself and she pays attention to important facts. She loves reading and at the same time she never lose focus in class. Entertainment is very important if you are still studying, but don't take it too serious and enjoy your ass out because you can only be undergraduate for once, unless you repeat or take another course of studies , like double degree, per se....
So, what she all do is that, she study the important parts, she understand the concepts and then she work that out in a piece of paper and solve problem based questions. IF let's say you have no paper based sources, there's plenty on the net....you can always google it out and dang, done your issue.
Try to make a good use of metalab and UNITEN library resources. I'm sure most of you complaining about the miscellaneous fees you are paying for library services and all...just my saying, why not start using the facility rather paying bills blindly? I'm sure you can do way better than dating at shopping complexes and spending arms and legs at some expensive resorts #####justSayin'
So that's what it all takes, and so that's how we survived our 3 years at here, counting another one more.....Time flies really fast damn!!! Nevertheless, i will never ask you to completely follow this, because it may work on us, it may not on you, remember "what's chocolate for me, may be mocha for you"- either way i love it hahah
Somehow, always try to figure out your own potential, what you are good at and and how you can put your own magic and signature onto it. Remember as i said before, your imprint is totally unique so don't simply follow up your friend just for the sake of following a style and ended up yourself being in a large loophole. Trust me, you can't afford pitfall during your sophomore or junior, senior years. It's the year when all your smart ass works and hard works speak for itself.
So this is how i always picture myself, enough advice for tonight...Have great fun fill weekend ahead.
Yours Truly,
Param.
It's one fine Friday today, well freakishly fine enough! Yeah, i had my OOP midterm and I have no idea or single clue on whether I nailed it or screwed it. Whatever it is, let's not fret on bygones.
Hey I need to ask you people, do you guys have this strong, peculiar, unexpected and uncontrollable urge on doing something that you shouldn't do during midterm period?
Well I should say, I do have this weird thing going on. I can't resist myself from watching my fav shows like project runway, ANTM and movies and reading novels during this kind of time. I hate myself doing all this unimportant stuff during this crucial period, owh but i just can't stop or refrain myself from doing it. Why can't I just do it some other time?
So i had this one casual conversation with my besties right after the test, and know what, they do have the same freakishly peculiar behavior or habit as mine. Owh thank god, i'm not alone!!
So here what I gotta say to those juniors of UNITEN....
Lil' something for those who are still figuring out the ways and measures ! How we actually survived? It's a miracle! I can't believe I'm actually writing this up :P
(If you have what it takes to succeed , and you know how to work it out, definitely you will be able to face all the prospective turbulence.)
Anyhow, we do study like till 6 and 7am without sleeping whole day, (uh, uh keep your judge in your pocket boy), it's not last minute, but it's the work of maestro! hahaha yeah....we are actually a bunch of smarty pants who love to sit in the front and listening to the lectures meanwhile it's passing from an ear to the other, but we do have this weird magic in us, that we put it all together and make things happen.
How we do that? Confidence! yes it's important if you are a student and crucially mega important if you are an undergraduate. That is how you survive, well not mostly, but somehow it's a method in one way or another which actually works,at least for me.
Prove? Yeah I have this one bestie, who love to watch movies especially during exam time but she always score her exam. It does't mean she didn't put her hardwork but simply because she trust herself and she pays attention to important facts. She loves reading and at the same time she never lose focus in class. Entertainment is very important if you are still studying, but don't take it too serious and enjoy your ass out because you can only be undergraduate for once, unless you repeat or take another course of studies , like double degree, per se....
So, what she all do is that, she study the important parts, she understand the concepts and then she work that out in a piece of paper and solve problem based questions. IF let's say you have no paper based sources, there's plenty on the net....you can always google it out and dang, done your issue.
Try to make a good use of metalab and UNITEN library resources. I'm sure most of you complaining about the miscellaneous fees you are paying for library services and all...just my saying, why not start using the facility rather paying bills blindly? I'm sure you can do way better than dating at shopping complexes and spending arms and legs at some expensive resorts #####justSayin'
So that's what it all takes, and so that's how we survived our 3 years at here, counting another one more.....Time flies really fast damn!!! Nevertheless, i will never ask you to completely follow this, because it may work on us, it may not on you, remember "what's chocolate for me, may be mocha for you"- either way i love it hahah
Somehow, always try to figure out your own potential, what you are good at and and how you can put your own magic and signature onto it. Remember as i said before, your imprint is totally unique so don't simply follow up your friend just for the sake of following a style and ended up yourself being in a large loophole. Trust me, you can't afford pitfall during your sophomore or junior, senior years. It's the year when all your smart ass works and hard works speak for itself.
So this is how i always picture myself, enough advice for tonight...Have great fun fill weekend ahead.
Yours Truly,
Param.
Wednesday, 16 July 2014
God is being bias, is HE?
Hey there all my avid readers...
Well I had this most random thoughts on thinking of all the miseries people are going through or went through, and will(pray hard not), just it hit me up so strong and insurmountably on my emotional perspective on why all this bad things are happening?
I mean, why people born with physical impairments and mental disabilities? Why people are going through too many hardships and struggles in their life? Just because to add spice into life or making our life more meaningful as nothing comes so easily per se?
But i just don't find it fair or okay... even if let's say it's your karma or you are fated in such way, why not God give a free pass to all of us on one fine day, when we wake up all our faults and sins forgiven by Him, and we start afresh !
Then, we all will never have a single recount on our previous regressions. No human will be doing mistakes or wrongs after that happens. We'll be finally pure as in pure heart, thoughts and behavior.
We don't have to worry about crimes, cuz there will be no crimes after all the word crime will lose it's definition... People will be nice to each other, no racial partiality or substandard treatments. People will be finally reunited. Free to go on their path. No war, no drudgery, no hatred and no grudge. Love will be the only word that most prevalent to all of us. It will be a chant for unity and mantra for harmony.
It will be the beginning for where people look at you as a human respect you beyond their ethical capacity. It's the day finally gender will be just a mere word with no attributes. It's the day where all our dreams are shared with the people we love, and love will be the only infectious plague.
It's the day where people finally realize the term ecology and start to cooperate with the mother nature and embark to retreat all the tolls they have had on the mother nature. Yes, it's the day when finally you know not only dogs' are men's best friend but all living and non living creatures are.
But will this day ever occur? I remember reading in Bhagavad Gita where there is a script sounds:
"yada yada hi dharmasya glanir bhavati bharata abhyutthanam adharmasya
tadatmanam srjamy aham"- Chapter 4, Text 7
meaning, whenever or wherever there's a discrepancies subjected towards irreligious manifestation, I will descend Myself. We can clearly see, how this is defining on the current era. We are too censored by the environment from seeing the truth ourselves. We lost ourselves in entertainment, may it can be for good, but is it going to be like that for all day? We slowly forgetting our humane.... We enjoy mockeries, we love hurting each others both emotionally and physically. We love to criticize on people's nature as if we are the superiors. We create wars and enjoy the miseries it leads. We are happy when someone is in pain, instead of giving a helping hand, even if we do, we are expecting it to be mainstreamed and for magnified celebration of popularity. Where goes our virtues? Where is our idealness?
Again, if ever can those dreams stated above be achieved somehow, if and only if God feels so generous and make that a second full of magic and *bling* *bling*, we are all changed once and for all. Finally we can go out there say hi to another person without looking at what he is wearing, what color is his skin, what impairments he carries and what is his sexual orientation or whether he has any gender or identical crisis or is he short or tall, fat or slim, but all we do is listen and answer people with the very basic true human virtues.
But there is no need for God to perform this magic, because he created us the most advanced creatures on planet to make and take decisions ourselves, and that decision of ours is ought to make plausible changes to the environment we are livin' in. Question is, are we ready to make such a positive remark on our decision?
Have a great night you all, i leave the question at you , cuz I'm sure He made you for one good cause!
Have great days ahead,
Yours Loving Blogger Param.....
Well I had this most random thoughts on thinking of all the miseries people are going through or went through, and will(pray hard not), just it hit me up so strong and insurmountably on my emotional perspective on why all this bad things are happening?
I mean, why people born with physical impairments and mental disabilities? Why people are going through too many hardships and struggles in their life? Just because to add spice into life or making our life more meaningful as nothing comes so easily per se?
But i just don't find it fair or okay... even if let's say it's your karma or you are fated in such way, why not God give a free pass to all of us on one fine day, when we wake up all our faults and sins forgiven by Him, and we start afresh !
Then, we all will never have a single recount on our previous regressions. No human will be doing mistakes or wrongs after that happens. We'll be finally pure as in pure heart, thoughts and behavior.
We don't have to worry about crimes, cuz there will be no crimes after all the word crime will lose it's definition... People will be nice to each other, no racial partiality or substandard treatments. People will be finally reunited. Free to go on their path. No war, no drudgery, no hatred and no grudge. Love will be the only word that most prevalent to all of us. It will be a chant for unity and mantra for harmony.
It will be the beginning for where people look at you as a human respect you beyond their ethical capacity. It's the day finally gender will be just a mere word with no attributes. It's the day where all our dreams are shared with the people we love, and love will be the only infectious plague.
It's the day where people finally realize the term ecology and start to cooperate with the mother nature and embark to retreat all the tolls they have had on the mother nature. Yes, it's the day when finally you know not only dogs' are men's best friend but all living and non living creatures are.
But will this day ever occur? I remember reading in Bhagavad Gita where there is a script sounds:
"yada yada hi dharmasya glanir bhavati bharata abhyutthanam adharmasya
tadatmanam srjamy aham"- Chapter 4, Text 7
meaning, whenever or wherever there's a discrepancies subjected towards irreligious manifestation, I will descend Myself. We can clearly see, how this is defining on the current era. We are too censored by the environment from seeing the truth ourselves. We lost ourselves in entertainment, may it can be for good, but is it going to be like that for all day? We slowly forgetting our humane.... We enjoy mockeries, we love hurting each others both emotionally and physically. We love to criticize on people's nature as if we are the superiors. We create wars and enjoy the miseries it leads. We are happy when someone is in pain, instead of giving a helping hand, even if we do, we are expecting it to be mainstreamed and for magnified celebration of popularity. Where goes our virtues? Where is our idealness?
Again, if ever can those dreams stated above be achieved somehow, if and only if God feels so generous and make that a second full of magic and *bling* *bling*, we are all changed once and for all. Finally we can go out there say hi to another person without looking at what he is wearing, what color is his skin, what impairments he carries and what is his sexual orientation or whether he has any gender or identical crisis or is he short or tall, fat or slim, but all we do is listen and answer people with the very basic true human virtues.
But there is no need for God to perform this magic, because he created us the most advanced creatures on planet to make and take decisions ourselves, and that decision of ours is ought to make plausible changes to the environment we are livin' in. Question is, are we ready to make such a positive remark on our decision?
Have a great night you all, i leave the question at you , cuz I'm sure He made you for one good cause!
Have great days ahead,
Yours Loving Blogger Param.....
Sunday, 13 July 2014
Catching Up After A long Time!
Hey kiddos,
It has been such a long time since i last blogged. I was quite buzy with my intern and now in my last semester for second year. Yeah it's quite a thrill isn't it? Well yeah for me at least.
Left another a year more to complete of what i have had started. Can't believe I'm going to finish my studies like in a year time. Well i do have future plannings of continuing my studies till i get PhD and let's see how time permits that.
Well this 6 months there are a lot of ups and downs. I decided to do my classical dance performance's salangai pooja ceremony next year, so i need to temporarily halt it. Kinda sad. But it's ok. But i'm definitely gonna do it. YEAH.....
Yeah i finally revealed my biggest part to one of my best friend. I's so happy of what i did. Cuz finally there's someone who really understand me. Kinda happy and accomplished. At least i don't have to hide of who I am to the person who really take care of me. There's another person who deserves to know the real me too...Kinda clueless on how to tell this to that person. Let's see on how I'm gonna pull things up.
Well i have so much of catching to do peeps. Dont worry I will definitely update you all. Do place your feedback. Will be much helpful and yeah have a great week ahead peeps.
(How do i look?? hahah)
Tata,
Yours Lovingly,
Param
Monday, 4 November 2013
Graduation moments....UNITEN
Hello my ever beloved readers,
Yeaho,
Hahaha yeah today i'm kinda excited and i dont know the reason why, perhaps due to the the extra numbers of murukku inside my stomach. Anyhow readers today i would like to touch on the most interesting topic that is, Graduation. Yes i'm gonna talk about graduation in my personal point of views...
So, graduating from a college life is the most crucial moment of one's life. There are certain degree of criteria that one has to accomplish in order to graduate. Well in Malaysia, there is always a specific system that has been maintained and reciprocated over the past few decades which has a common ground similarities with British educational system. Well talking about educational system, Malaysia has been adapting towards British System due to the prehistoric reasons. Well, Malaysians should have acknowledged that, I suppose.
Anyhow back to our topic, Graduation is the most essential part of one's life. It states that the person is finally able to explore the world by himself and ready to be recruited into workplace in some others' view.
However, to me Graduation has a deeper meaning than it should contain and sustain. Graduation for most of us is just a mere certificate that by all means certifies someone is capable to be recruited by any industries. But, truth is (according to my personal perception- varies with different conception) graduation is an element that states that someone is ready to be evolved in this fast-phase environment and the transcript is just not a after all CGPA valued hard paper, but it is a key to open the door of all the possibilities to make some positive changes to the environment that you are livin' in.
Somehow, one should understand that education itself is not enough to complete a person's history but there are many things around us that should be learnt and valued, hence the earth may prosper with significant changes in a positive manner.
As always, THINK guys!
till then it's me ur fav blogger Param signing off with big chaa and wafuaa...
Take care you all my darlings!!
Yeaho,
Hahaha yeah today i'm kinda excited and i dont know the reason why, perhaps due to the the extra numbers of murukku inside my stomach. Anyhow readers today i would like to touch on the most interesting topic that is, Graduation. Yes i'm gonna talk about graduation in my personal point of views...
So, graduating from a college life is the most crucial moment of one's life. There are certain degree of criteria that one has to accomplish in order to graduate. Well in Malaysia, there is always a specific system that has been maintained and reciprocated over the past few decades which has a common ground similarities with British educational system. Well talking about educational system, Malaysia has been adapting towards British System due to the prehistoric reasons. Well, Malaysians should have acknowledged that, I suppose.
Anyhow back to our topic, Graduation is the most essential part of one's life. It states that the person is finally able to explore the world by himself and ready to be recruited into workplace in some others' view.
However, to me Graduation has a deeper meaning than it should contain and sustain. Graduation for most of us is just a mere certificate that by all means certifies someone is capable to be recruited by any industries. But, truth is (according to my personal perception- varies with different conception) graduation is an element that states that someone is ready to be evolved in this fast-phase environment and the transcript is just not a after all CGPA valued hard paper, but it is a key to open the door of all the possibilities to make some positive changes to the environment that you are livin' in.
Somehow, one should understand that education itself is not enough to complete a person's history but there are many things around us that should be learnt and valued, hence the earth may prosper with significant changes in a positive manner.
As always, THINK guys!
till then it's me ur fav blogger Param signing off with big chaa and wafuaa...
Take care you all my darlings!!
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